About a year ago, I had an affair with my married boss, we were always together and he was working two jobs, so he spent little time at home. We talked all the time about everything, and we even attended college classes together. We only got physical twice, and then he went on a vacation with his family. When he came back, he acted a little distant, and then he said that he was afraid for anything else to happen, because of his marriage, and family (kids). And he was in the military, so he was worried that someone would find out. I stopped working there, and school ended, and I hadn't talked to him in a while. I really had, and still have alot of feelings for him, and the other day he e-mailed me, and asked how I was, and for my phone number, and I was so happy, and I want to see him again, but, Im not sure that I can handle this again, because I fell the first time. What should I do? Do you think he is just missing me, or wanting to start something again?